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I babysat Loralie this morning, she was good. I got her to nap.

The rest of the day absolutely sucked.
Ashley and Anthony broke up, and I'm stuck in the middle.
Anthony says he's serious. We'll see if it's for real.

Not to mention, I thought about Shane all day, but luckily didn't see him. I've been still thinking about that letter, but I want to buy him a coldworld shirt and make him a mixed cd too... I don't know. It hurts me to think of him.

I realized that loving the people I have, has always end up hurting me. I hope that someday it won't hurt me to love.